Feelings?
Ohayou, minna-san.
Ogenki desu ka?
Atashi wa genki desu
/sigh
I’m writing on
English, becauuuse, I just like to pour my feelings in English. And I think this is one of many ways of
learning English so I'll be better, lol.
Ah, initially I'm
going to have a 'curhat' session. And looks like I got the conversation
turning. Sorry.
I don’t know why, I
can never tell my feelings and my problem to others. It's hard for me to tell
about what's bothering me. I always feel that my problem is unnecessary to be
told. Am I wrong? I always doubt that I can tell a~ll my story to others without
bothering them. And I don't like to just rely on people. I want to stand on my
very own feet. But, we know that we don’t live alone in this world. There are
things which makes us need somebody else. You can not just talk to yourself,
right?
I always wanted to
write some of my story (not mentioning story to be some fiction), a story of my
life, on my blog. Like everyone else. But I don’t have things to write. I
wonder if there's someone who feels the same. Err.. You know, a friend of mine
ever asked me why I never tell her anything, like secrets, problems, anything.
While she tells me about her life, what happens to her, which guy she likes,
things girls would like to tell to her bestfriend. I don’t remember how exactly
I react to her .
Don’t think I had no
problems after these sixteen years I've lived. But whenever something disgusts
me, I never noticed it (==;) Then I know you're assuring yourself that I'm so
dense, lol. I'm not that careless.
Maybe that what
makes me wonder that I've no problems, hhh.. Though, I once heard someone said
that life is an accumulation of problems. Whenever one problem is solving,
there's waiting the second one.
For your note, I'm
an O-type blooded. And I don’t have B-type flows through my veins, my mother's
is A, while my father's is O. So I don’t enjoy my life as B-types enjoy their
life.
(Ps. Cukup tau aja
kalo sebenernya tadi author mau nulis curhatan yang bener-bener curhat tentang suatu masalah, dan itu gak berhasil. Soalnya
author gatau mau nulis apa, dan gatau gimana cara mulainya -___- Dan entah kenapa tulisannya malah jadi menjurus ke arah yang gak jelas. Astaga. Kayaknya harus periksa ke psikiater kali, ya --)
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